January 12, 2010

i’ll still be thinking of you, and the times we had.

We always make compromises in our lives, whether or not we realize it. We make them not because we settle for less, but sometimes we make these choices because of the people we love.

Thank you, for teaching me how to love again.

October 12, 2009

birthday boy

Happy birthday Jin. Here’s to a year of friendship. :)

Dr lecter, the vampire, and Hyde.

sweet Ryu! Thanks for looking after me and Del! <3

August 11, 2009

8/9/2009

Out brief light, like a candle in the cold winter night,

Too soon did you pass from here,

With naught a word of goodbye to those who held you dear.

Your death caused a rend in the canvas of reality, of life, love and mortality,

turning forever into a day,

your memory will never fade away.

R.I.P Doug. We’ll miss you.

July 26, 2009

We all want the same things.

Doesn’t matter if they care or if they don’t care less
You got your finger on the trigger of your favourite black dress
It’s okay at the end of the day
Doesn’t matter if you’re open or afraid to fall
All that matters is that you stay true to who you are
It’s okay at the end of the day……

We all wanna live, we all wanna learn
How to love without getting burned

July 19, 2009

Bullet with broken wings

When everything feels like the movies,

yeah you bleed just to know you’re alive.

Yesterday I had an epiphany.I realised that I was inexorably and utterly alone. Not alone in the physical sense, but something closer to the heart. Suddenly i was overwhelmed by a sense of complete alienation from my friends. Entrapped in a waking dream, reminiscing on pathos of solitude that came rushing back to me in a crushing blur. I remember that poignant quote by Orson Welles…  how did it go? Ah yes….  “We’re born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we’re not alone.”

But my illusion is broken.

We all walk alone. At least, I know I do. I am dispensable. It hurts the most when you know that your presence is expendable to your loved ones, you friends. But then again, aren’t we all? Realization is painful. Awareness is painful. But so quintessentially acute in defining what is human. And I am human.

July 17, 2009

Don’t break, don’t break my heart, and i wont break your heart-shaped glasses.

And the only thing you’ll ever be married to is your self pity.

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July 14, 2009

my new baby.

there she is…. in pride of place in my farking messy room.

coo coo, Kachoo!!!!!

damage:

Gunmetal-grey full faced helmet : $180

Riding licence fund : $400/ $2500

The look on my mother’s face when I bring home a helmet : Priceless.

Not saying what it’s for in case mr Law-Abiding-Government-ball carrying traffic police officer decides to turn me in. Just kidding!! AND …..thanks in advance Jeremy, I want to borrow the class 2 A one.

Random thought: Damn. I miss Amrita. I wanna see my pet soon. hug hug? =/

July 10, 2009

Don’t you cry tonight

Give me a whisper
And give me a sigh
Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye
Don’t you take it so hard now
And please don’t take it so bad
I’ll still be thinking of you
And the times we had…baby,

Don’t you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don’t you cry tonight

There’s a heaven above you baby
And don’t you cry tonight

- All good things have to come to an end. I’ll miss you.

p.s:  FUCKING HELL!!! why does the bank have to be so ANAL about the names on cheques?!!!! *stabs self with a knife*

July 6, 2009
suicide solution shoot. (preview)
check them out at www.myspace.com/suicidesolution

suicide solution shoot. (preview)

check them out at www.myspace.com/suicidesolution

July 5, 2009

paint it black.

I did something constructive today.

I painted all my cupboards , because they’re old, faded and dirty.

They look almost new now. Unless you chipped away at the painted surface, you wouldnt see the years of wear and tear now so thoroughly concealed under a fresh layer of black paint.