January 2010
1 post
i'll still be thinking of you, and the times we...
We always make compromises in our lives, whether or not we realize it. We make them not because we settle for less, but sometimes we make these choices because of the people we love. Thank you, for teaching me how to love again.
Jan 11th
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October 2009
1 post
birthday boy
Happy birthday Jin. Here’s to a year of friendship. :) Dr lecter, the vampire, and Hyde. sweet Ryu! Thanks for looking after me and Del! <3
Oct 12th
7 notes
August 2009
1 post
8/9/2009
Out brief light, like a candle in the cold winter night, Too soon did you pass from here, With naught a word of goodbye to those who held you dear. Your death caused a rend in the canvas of reality, of life, love and mortality, turning forever into a day, your memory will never fade away. R.I.P Doug. We’ll miss you.
Aug 11th
July 2009
7 posts
We all want the same things.
Doesn’t matter if they care or if they don’t care less You got your finger on the trigger of your favourite black dress It’s okay at the end of the day Doesn’t matter if you’re open or afraid to fall All that matters is that you stay true to who you are It’s okay at the end of the day…… We all wanna live, we all wanna learn How to love without...
Jul 25th
Bullet with broken wings
When everything feels like the movies, yeah you bleed just to know you’re alive. Yesterday I had an epiphany.I realised that I was inexorably and utterly alone. Not alone in the physical sense, but something closer to the heart. Suddenly i was overwhelmed by a sense of complete alienation from my friends. Entrapped in a waking dream, reminiscing on pathos of solitude that came...
Jul 18th
Don't break, don't break my heart, and i wont...
And the only thing you’ll ever be married to is your self pity. .
Jul 16th
my new baby.
there she is…. in pride of place in my farking messy room. coo coo, Kachoo!!!!! damage: Gunmetal-grey full faced helmet : $180 Riding licence fund : $400/ $2500 The look on my mother’s face when I bring home a helmet : Priceless. Not saying what it’s for in case mr Law-Abiding-Government-ball carrying traffic police officer decides to turn me in. Just...
Jul 13th
Don't you cry tonight
Give me a whisper And give me a sigh Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye Don’t you take it so hard now And please don’t take it so bad I’ll still be thinking of you And the times we had…baby, Don’t you cry tonight I still love you baby Don’t you cry tonight There’s a heaven above you baby And don’t you cry tonight - All good things have to...
Jul 9th
Jul 6th
paint it black.
I did something constructive today. I painted all my cupboards , because they’re old, faded and dirty. They look almost new now. Unless you chipped away at the painted surface, you wouldnt see the years of wear and tear now so thoroughly concealed under a fresh layer of black paint.
Jul 4th
June 2009
13 posts
And I will be the law.
Put a gun to your head, pull the trigger and you’re dead. Do what thou wilt.
Jun 30th
trust, so easily broken like friendship’s last token, caught in a twisted reverie, dissolving into a faded memory, Like a crumpled photograph, what once was is now lost.
Jun 29th
“down the whisky, vodka, gin when we party we make a scene carry the limelight...”
– - f i n / Calvin
Jun 27th
shizzle fo ma' nizzle.
I’ll let the pictures do the talking. Nice one, Calvin. Very Charming. from left, Calvin , aka ‘Troy’ the playa, Vicky “tua neh bu” , and Gene “Sly” Sim. Calvin’s sexcapade stories would make good smutty literature. kidding!! =D sexy vicky. And i know my foundation is patchy and off coloured. tsk. Gene and I. Win. Some other random...
Jun 27th
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“We just didn’t give a f—-?. We did things our way, and we had a hell of a...”
– Nikki Sixx
Jun 23rd
Jun 15th
Im done here.
I’ve found God where I’d thought Id find him last. I’ve found God at the bottom of a shot-glass. I’ve seen the sinister side of human nature lurk, Ive seen the fine lines of morality blurred. I’ve been an observer for far too long. Always I stand and watch the world pass me by, like a shadow or an echo. If I were to fade into obscurity no one would notice. Least...
Jun 13th
Reasons. We all have them. I can’t pretend that there aren’t any lingering feelings of spite or resentment towards you for eveything you’ve said and done, and the way you pretend that everything is cool between us.Ok, maybe you aren’t pretending, maybe you’ve conveniently forgotten. I wanted to spite you, because it affected me,that much I admit, but the same time I...
Jun 9th
I feel unappreciated.
Jun 9th
Met up with my two sexies yesterday and attempted to finish a song with Jeff but we were attacked by a horde of ants and mosquitos. Oh well. Jeff wrote a song and it goes something like this……. (A virgin…. still a virgin…. please break me….. and take away my viginityyy~~~) ROFLCOPTA.
Jun 5th
Jun 4th
Don’t take too long to say I love you to the ones you love, Cos time has a habit of slipping away…. And the words that seem so hard to say, come out when you have gone away, just stay a little while, and here me say….
Jun 2nd
WatchWatch
Its 3am in the morning and im not asleep, as usual. That is because I am a vampire and vampires don’t go to bed. They rest. So anyway, here’s a log of my not-so-exciting life.=) Met Shino in town, and he brought me to have high tea at The Carousel at The Grand Hyatt Hotel =D The food was awesome and the bread pudding was orgasmic. I shall steal a sample and force Goddess Bala to...
Jun 2nd
May 2009
14 posts
Xiang - aka stig says: *what r u doing? ★- Rust . says: *………im meditating *ommmmmm………. Xiang - aka stig says: *wah…. *meditating? ★- Rust . says: *yes….. Xiang - aka stig says: *wat for? ★- Rust . says: *Apparently, u can see god if u stare at this picture long enough. (send file) Xiang - aka stig says: *………..what is it? ( 10 seconds later….) *omg *tats...
May 31st
May 30th
Gutterbonez + Bad Obsession @ Gossip Bar
-photos courtesy of Amrita
May 30th
WatchWatch
The following is a Video of Amrita’s conga dance and Gordon sleaze touching his tits. ——————————————————- Don’t Break, Don’t Break my heart, and I wont break your heart shaped glasses.~ feat. Goddess “Aphrodite-Cleopatra” Bala Dong the Man and his...
May 30th
May 29th
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I want to fly into your sun Need faith to make me numb Live like a teenage christ Im a saint, got a date with suicide You never said forever, could ever hurt like this Spin my way out of hell, theres nothing left in this soul to sell Live fast and die fast too I wanna live, I wanna love But its a long hard road, out of hell
May 27th
Remus: Who wants to share a burger with me?
Jamie: What about Sherman? He looks like he could use a burger.
Amrita: LOL. Damn mean ah!
May 27th
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Lord Voldermort is the sex.
No really. I was reading the Half Blood Prince and Lord Voldy and the description of him comes across as smexy, in my opinion. When he was younger and had hair, of course! Smexy by the way is a term used to describe a sexy male creature. Male + Sexy = Smexy. Don’t ask me who coined the term. Went out with Goddess Bala today. I’ve been feeling really lighthearted and carefree as...
May 27th
I think im in love....
Not!! Apparently I don’t know what that is. 1) Because im deluded and I believe that im a vampire,and apparently vampires dont fall in love. 2) Im in love with myself and therefore I do not have enough emotional capacity left to love someone else. Well, the truth is, for the first time in many years, i have a crush on someone!! =p Not gonna say who. *wink wink* here’s a hint, Im...
May 26th
Watch as I die on the inside with a smile on my face, and with my head raised high.
May 25th
Some idiot tried to insult my intelligence at 4am in the morning. Nice try. But really, don’t try too hard, I am afterall, beneath your intellect, am I not?  *wink wink*  You might need to hit “control +” to read this, btw.  =p
May 24th
“You know your cause is lost when you can taste the futility of your own words on...”
May 23rd
May 23rd
Tag Team Smack Down!! Woooo yeah!!!! We’ll see who will be royally fucked in the end. No one. and i mean NO ONE fucks with me and my friends and gets away with it. =D cheerios!!
May 22nd