Reasons. We all have them. I can’t pretend that there aren’t any lingering feelings of spite or resentment towards you for eveything you’ve said and done, and the way you pretend that everything is cool between us.Ok, maybe you aren’t pretending, maybe you’ve conveniently forgotten. I wanted to spite you, because it affected me,that much I admit, but the same time I want to hold you and tell you that everything is going to be alright. Why? Because I care. And I forgive you.
You say you know what love is, but do you really? Love, like you have so wrongly suggested, shouldn’t kill you slowly, it shouldnt hurt. It leaves you vulnerable yes, but it should never destroy. I think you’re far too guarded. Too spiteful, too vindictive, too afraid to live and learn. I think thats why you’ve withdrawn into that protective cloister you’ve made for yourself. I remember a quote that goes something along the lines of “only the brave can learn to love.” And you will only know loneliness if you do not try and you will not know love if you do not learn to forgive.
2 years ago